That one friend who stands my whinning and bullshit

damn... aint i just glad that i got that one friend i never even really thought would be there for me when am hurting
All my living a lie, i have found comfort in a girl who willingly listens and am even sure would plot a plan with me as i complain
I feel like am all alone but then she cracks me up big time
As much as i dont hate my ex, i despise my ex big time
I would willingly be ready to let him watch me thrive :-P